aftermath of mid year results
Friday, July 15, 2005
SIGH
the weekend is finally here again
bliss from the hustle of skool
temporary respite from stress, shit, problems
got back mid year results
not that good
D for hist, E for econs and O for maths
thinking about econs pisses me off........... just cant do case study for nuts...........
maths though still a bad grade, i am ok with it for i made some improvements...
history......ok ..........but i hate having to study all the damn content.......... overload!!!!!
managed to pass gp this time with c5
come to think of it, i have never performed well througout the past one and half years in jc, always mediorce, barely scraping through
SICKENING To know that the A levels are drawing ever nearer and teachers keep harping on u to get back to studying mood.
It s-i-c-k-e-n-i-n-g to hear every teacher say that when u noe its damn true, barely 4 months away to "A" levels...........
u study so hard just to get a piece of paper called a certificate to help u get into uni.
what if u dont make it, what happens to the 2 years spent?
Wasted? i dread to think of this happening,
once again my thoughts flash back to the time i got my O level results and my decisions i made in march 2004,
perhaps i made a mistake, i thought i could handle a pre-u course , I was damn wrong, i thought about crossing to poly in may 04 , no couldnt, objections from all corners, fine promos was over in oct, that was the last chance to get out of here.
Now its july 05 , i am still in cjc though since may 04 , i did not have to desire to remain, i read about other pple who crossed over to poly, they seem to be enjoying themselves but damn it, theres always this uncertainty, what u see may not be what u get.
Aniwaes the good things that happened this week
lunch with remy at nydc at holland v on tuesday, yum yum nice pasta, had a nice time chatting
wed went to town with cca mates, spent a lot of time looking for place to eat, in the end ate at kfc at taka, lol we got one free bbq chicken taco, lolz ate the thing and felt damn full, roamed around town , at hmv, haha no matter how mani times u go to orchard road, u wont find a shortage of pple.
today, left school early for ns medical checkup at 1 pm. waited for a while before it started, graded pes b but i havent taken the vocational assement, need to go back in august. Yux which reminds me, i cant get a silver for napha yet, must get it by the mid of august.
ah i want to enjoy this weekend to the fullest.......wait what am i doing at home typing this article??
9:05:00 PM
